Here's to the futureHere's to the future I say I'm done with the past Another shot, another cut So much harder and deeper than the last I missed the new beginnings____ Filling myself with toxins Like I always seem to do When you called, I remember So vividly what I told you Years down the road____ Things will be great As long as we know how to agree___ Love and hateHere's to the future
It's funny how...It's funny how____ I can't sleep Tears overcome Though, not the one's I don't know Tired tears Used up, spent, cashed out Tired of lying on a cold bench Blowing smoke up at the stars Taking a drink_____ Connecting or Disconnecting From a former storm Thinking of you- maybe all too much Thinking of them- maybe all too much Lost, sad, tired, hungry- no Sleepy- yes You run through my head- write a story Or maybe I write it Tears___ tired tears The one's that I know It's funny how___ I can't sleeoIt's funny how...
Some SaySome say we were never meant to grow up We are too young to live Laugh Die a little inside Truth is______ This is our time, our rein Our beginningsSome Say
And a chance to put into action All the bullshit we spoke So let's live, love, fuck, and fight To stay alive Not to be labeled A lost generation, a prescription generation Or anything else Let's take a zero Strike it out And never look back
6 ft underHead on the cold dead earth6 ft under
Slowly sinking in
So far away it dosent matter
Drank way to fast
Still holding on to my death wish
The rips in my reality
Deepen Every moment I am gone
With my head on the dirt
Subbmitting myself fully
To that dream we call us
A dream that might someday turn
Into my truth
And then every thing
Will be ok...
UntitledA ciggarettes burn, scaring tainted lungs Burning, burning, burning Slowly it subsides, Replaced with something A little more humane, an understanding Good manners and fake smiles And little little girls glowing With hair tied back in bowsUntitled
Deep inhale, exhale and try to survive the question
You forced an understanding on me Took what you wanted and walked away And left me with more questions, That all start with "what if" You made it seem so easy But its all ways easier to tell one whats wrong But not what is right
Deep inhale, exhal
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Paganism is my life. I associate a lot with Satanists also. Catch me on Myspace at [link] or [link] I am an Industrial artist inspired by Black Metal artists. Thank you!
~Nerus Sentia~
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Paganism is my life. I associate a lot with Satanists also. Catch me on Myspace at [link] or [link] I am an Industrial artist inspired by Black Metal artists. Thank you!
~Nerus Sentia~
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